the lonely child -chapter: the way to the worst of my nigthmares- part 5

"while I was walking (very fast to say than I was walking) I didn't stop thinking in that person or spirit, or something who was following me, every time I imaginated it more ugly and violent, obeously it wasn't my dead mom, sudently I found the road. one light blinded me, I thought than that was my moment to say goodbye to the earth, overcome in every sense by the idea ,I left myself to fall down and I lost the conscience"
♥In this part of my story the child feels very afraid and thinks than he is going to die but he is not afraid about that, the idea of die was something than he have been wating al his life...